Sigh.. again..

 I have doubts.

Whether I can keep this up.

I do not know.

Am I too insensitive?

I don't know.

Different people judge u differently.

Same person even judges u differently.

So how do u know?

........

It's tiring.

And I know it supposed to be tiring.

But how do u know when it has become TOO tiring..?

I thought I am much, much tougher.

I thought I can handle this no matter the route it takes.

But now, I don't know. Doubts.

..........

It is too precious.

Too precious.

Worth an infinity..

But infinity tires u up..

...........

God guide me please I am begging You.

Too much..

Too tired..

But still..

I am strong.

My heart is resolute.

InsyaAllah.

May this ends well.